Life Is Very Beautiful!

Life Is Very Beautiful!

Sunday 26 August 2012

Unbreathable

I think I start having more signs of falling into a depression.

That was a wrong call.

Deadly wrong.

I'm so mentally upset now.

Tears keep falling down.

I can't stop them.

It's so hard to breathe here.

Someone,

Please,

God Almighty,

Please save me...


I can't bear these pressure anymore,

I cry almost everyday now.

I'm so lonely,

so lonely.

Even when I talk to people,

all they tell me and make me feel was

I haven't done enough,

that I should do more.

All I need,

All I need right now is simply a hug.

Just a hug.

A tight hug

to tell me that

everything's gonna be alright

that I'll be strong enough.

Strong enough...

I'm losing it now,

I really start losing it now...


Oh my Lord,

Please save me...

 

Saturday 19 May 2012

Dandelions

Winter melts, Spring swells
Dandelions seeds start to leave their mothers 
en route to discover their new lives
Just like us students.

Student,
How nostalgia it will sound.
Innocent and wild, freedom was ours,
 Youth.

Azure sky, Green fields,
Blue mountains, White snow.
A hug, a smile, a blink, a missing heartbeat.
So unpredictable, youth.

Youth,
The prime of our time,
The beginning of all beginnings,
The beginning of our lives.

Just like dandelions, we'll fly
Far, far away, to the unknown
Unknown to our minds, unknown to our knowledge
but never unknown to our hearts
because that is where we belong:
Adventures.



Tuesday 24 January 2012

A Short Message from my Heart

I am 21 years, 10 months and 5 days old.

I chose Gastronomy instead of Architecture and Building Management because I was scared to risk.

I chose Finance, which is even more dry than the freezing Alps winter instead of Hotel Design and Project Management because I was afraid to follow my heart.

On top of that, I am definitely, completely and truly in love with someone for the first time in my life; someone that already tactfully answered my never-ending confession letter of "I like you" with a short text message of "I have always seen you as my best friend." just a few months ago.

In time of desperation like this, I can only rely on my faith in the Lord my beloved Father.

May you protect my heart and teach me to be strong,

as I know life will not be an easy path,

but once overcome, it is indeed a splendid one.

Amen.