Unbreathable

I think I start having more signs of falling into a depression.

That was a wrong call.

Deadly wrong.

I'm so mentally upset now.

Tears keep falling down.

I can't stop them.

It's so hard to breathe here.

Someone,

Please,

God Almighty,

Please save me...

I can't bear these pressure anymore,

I cry almost everyday now.

I'm so lonely,

so lonely.

Even when I talk to people,

all they tell me and make me feel was

I haven't done enough,

that I should do more.

All I need,

All I need right now is simply a hug.

Just a hug.

A tight hug

to tell me that

everything's gonna be alright

that I'll be strong enough.

Strong enough...

I'm losing it now,

I really start losing it now...

Oh my Lord,

Please save me...

 

Dandelions

Winter melts, Spring swells

Dandelions seeds start to leave their mothers 

en route to discover their new lives

Just like us students.

Student,

How nostalgia it will sound.

Innocent and wild, freedom was ours,

 Youth.

Azure sky, Green fields,

Blue mountains, White snow.

A hug, a smile, a blink, a missing heartbeat.

So unpredictable, youth.

Youth,

The prime of our time,

The beginning of all beginnings,

The beginning of our lives.

Just like dandelions, we'll fly

Far, far away, to the unknown

Unknown to our minds, unknown to our knowledge

but never unknown to our hearts

because that is where we belong:

Adventures.

A Short Message from my Heart

I am 21 years, 10 months and 5 days old.

I chose Gastronomy instead of Architecture and Building Management because I was scared to risk.

I chose Finance, which is even more dry than the freezing Alps winter instead of Hotel Design and Project Management because I was afraid to follow my heart.

On top of that, I am definitely, completely and truly in love with someone for the first time in my life; someone that already tactfully answered my never-ending confession letter of "I like you" with a short text message of "I have always seen you as my best friend." just a few months ago.

In time of desperation like this, I can only rely on my faith in the Lord my beloved Father.

May you protect my heart and teach me to be strong,

as I know life will not be an easy path,

but once overcome, it is indeed a splendid one.

Amen.

Dreams

O my delicate dreams, my fragile dreams,

Softly and tenderly, you hold me within,
As I am searching and running inside that realm of fantasy.

With my arms wide open, I am reaching out to that person,
Someone whose existence is yet to be known.

I am calling out his name, looking for him,
Even though he is standing there, right before my very eyes,
I still cannot touch him, for he is so transparent.

I do not know him, nor his face;
The only thing I remember is his strong and determined figure,
in which I find my trust and protection.

One day, I will find him,
Not within the world of everlasting dreams,
But in real life, where hands will be held and hugs will be given,
And that day will be the most beautiful day of my life.

A Thousand Years

A Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Les amis.
Les blagues.
La tarte au chocolat.
Le quiche valaisan.
L'hotel de Trois Couronnes.
L'école de Glion.
L'Atlas
et un jour absolutement magnifique!

And how else can I end such a perfect day, if not listening to this ethereal stream of sound?

This beautiful song has stuck in my head for a few days now, since I discovered it by chance on Youtube.

Such a beautiful piece!

Simply lyrics, dreamy and heartfelt melodies, indeed one of the most beautiful love song I've ever heard.

One can easily feel the deep love in this song.

I also found innocence.

Innocence, or was it naivety?

I can achieve so many things as long as I put my heart and energy into it,

but I've always been an inexperienced 10-year-old when it comes to relationship. Oh wait, maybe 10-years-old these day are even better than me!

Oh well, it doesn't matter after all.

I don't mind being a little girl at heart,

for I believe there's someone out there who's seeking for that pure piece of mine.

And then one day, I'll sing this sweet song to him

with the voice of my heart.

Bubbles

Bubbles,

Transparent and fragile,

Flying towards the sky and transform into stars.

Bubbles,

Round and complete,

Like everlasting dreams that foretell my wish.

One day, I will blow the bubbles again,

And this time they will all form the shape of my heart

with love.

Hands

One, two, three, four, five
Your fingers and also mine
Are intertwining.